Why me?

  • Don’t you realize what is going on here? I know every family has one crazy uncle who feels like I do? Call me paranoid but if I were to rely on any of my friends or family members to inform me of what he news hasn’t I would be one you people, I don’t care if you are white black or purple, I don’t car wife you’re gay, straight, or trisexual,rich, poor,ugly or fine as wine, youre gonna die if you don’t know how to self sustain…….I probably won’t last for long either because planning is something I suck at, fortunately for u all, I tell it how it is.informing you all is what I’m Good at But I’m nobody,  So why me?   Because I have no alterior motive except for all of you to wake up out of the matrix, because I hope there are leaders among you who can and will inform others no matter how stupid it makes u look, the more preppers the better that way I won’t get robbed for mines and my family will be okay , if I am able to prepare.

 Media outlets no longer compete for exclusive interviews or seem to be all together uninterested in informing the general public of shit the media outlets choose now.

Distracted to Death ??

Distracted much ??  What could keep you so distracted that you are unable to grasp the concept of disaster.?? That’s the question that’s on my mind this morning ! 

The Oroville dam breech , thousands being evacuated and everyone watching the news content with blaming anyone and everyone , passing the buck as usual. 

How long will the American public remain content with the status quo…. Blame game.

Trump is president, it’s happened, give the guy a chance! Yes we know he is  in bed with the Russians, yes we know that more than likely he is a sleeper, but please believe he isn’t the only one!  He is one of millions right here in the US, situated in places that leave everyone else vulnerable near levvys, railroad tracks, dams etc….That’s just the begining . Look around you people!

You are so distracted by media outlets telling you where and when disaster takes place that you are unaware of the disaster right beneath your nose. Stop protesting and listen to Trump, he is telling you that FOX news delivers fake news. I for one , believe this to be true. I know they are not telling you the danger is underneath your nose and before you leave your families to go across state, please prepare your own because you may not be able to communicate with them soon .

Sick & Tired of being quiet

You know I have had some people in my life that aren’t the nicest, but honesty isn’t something I’m willing to be quiet about. I’m not perfect no, not at all!  What I am is conscientious. I’m well aware of that some people are incapable of  handling constructive criticism. There are also some people  that should take their own advice. I will be damned if I stay quiet about the people who are flat out dirty.

My parents (my dad and step mom ) told me I was  a horrible parent because I was….But how much more horrible PFA parent are you for manipulating me into allowing you to take my son way to Alaska , allowing me to think that you adopted him , posting on Facebook etc all because you wanted me to give up hope of changing my life to raise him. ?? You have been working on fucking my world up since I’ve known you , eversince you knew  I was capable of change you have gone out of your way to throw monkey wrenches in my operation. 

I love my kids which is why I chose to stay away….Because I thought I wasn’t Good enough. Now that I know you and your wife ain’t good enough I want in my son’s life now.

I am not taking no for an answer, that train is gone already, I understand that Sacramento is not the place to raise a child, but t a broken home in the best place is even worse. I am not looking to shame either one of you, you have dishonored yourself . You have only yourselves to blame……I love you Elijah Lee , momma is coming and change is too.Shania Larkin you make me proud, I love you keep up the good work.

Miss lee